I hear voices in my head.

Seriously . I do .

But not in the way you think I mean it .  I don't mean it in that the voice in my head says for me to kill myself or to ruin the life of someone for no reason. No  A great song that partly made me think of this blog is the voice of truth by casting crowns.

Oh what I would do to have

The kind of faith it takes 
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name 
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times 
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy, you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

Chorus: 
But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
The voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Well to continue with that I want to continue I think this will really help people hopefully I think a lot of people feel like this though all the time with things like this you think and worry if it's just you or not.

What I mean by that is I have all kinds of different thoughts in my head. I have the very hopeful ones , and the doubtful one  let's use an example ...  I applied for a job at the library . I had an interview and that went pretty well but they had an organizational test . They had a few small ones you would put things in alphabetical order, sounds easy right? Well The names were all alike  like only a few letters would make it different making it really hard. Obviously my doubtful voice would be I didn't do that well my handwriting was awful on it , the first 2 I took a while and on the 3rd I might have gone too fast and got it wrong. My hopeful voice says The 3rd one I made pretty sure I did it well it was easier I probably did well on that one and I apologized about the handwriting they seemed to understand it was the pencil they had that needed to be sharpened it's better then using a pen and having to cross things out . So that's how different the views can be. It's really hard when viewing people and situations because you never know for sure if they meant what they said. It happens with everything I do. It's really frusterating but I think now I know one thing to pray for is to weed out the thoughts that are wrong and to bring help me discern God's voice.